Stronger

I have never thought of myself as strong. Physically or mentally really. I can barely lift my 60 pound kids in class, I have no arm muscle, I cry at basically everything. I’m highly emotional. I feel things so intensely that I sometimes can’t get out of bed because of how much I’m feeling. I…… Continue reading Stronger

Sunday Night Self Esteem

This past weekend was rough for me in terms of my mindset. After a tough week at work, I allowed myself to over analyze my career choices and how I do my job. From here I began to spiral and eventually ended up just plain hating myself. My anxiety sometimes makes my self esteem suffer…… Continue reading Sunday Night Self Esteem

After school/work routine

As many of my recurrent readers know, I’m a teacher so I have my basic after school routine. I remember being in high school and getting home, grabbing a snack (gushers, ice cream sundae, peanut butter and fluff sandwich, etc…), taking out homework, showering and going to bed. Things have changed a little now that…… Continue reading After school/work routine

Travel Diaries

Having grown up in a small, rural town, I always find it exciting to travel to new unexplored places. This, I think, is in part because of two reasons: I never explore new places. I’ve spent a long time trying to get my career off the ground and have all my ducks in a row…… Continue reading Travel Diaries

TwentyClueless Turns 1!

Happy birthday blog! Yes, it’s been 1 year since I posted my first blog post as TwentyClueless. I remember waking up in my friends’ bed one morning, feeling uncomfortable having just graduated with my master’s degree with no jobs lined up and no real plans set up for the future. I felt discouraged, overwhelmed and…… Continue reading TwentyClueless Turns 1!

2018

New Years Resolutions: Love myself more – no more using humor to bring myself down in any aspect (physically, career wise, personality ect.) Keep doing what is right in my classroom, not what is easy – not giving people above me the power to let children who can’t advocate for themselves slip through the cracks.…… Continue reading 2018

Figures.

Figures – By Jessie Reyez To preface this post, I recommend watching the video in the link above. This song, called Figures, really inspired me to think about past relationships and how powerless I used to feel in them. Lyrics: I gave you ride or die and you gave me games Love figures I know…… Continue reading Figures.