I’m back loves! It’s taken me a long time to come back to writing. Even my own journal has looked bleak for months now because I couldn’t bring myself to write anything on the pages. Writing gets me through a lot of confusing times and it generally brings me a sense of clarity but I’ve…… Continue reading Remain or Change?
As my 26th birthday has been approaching I’ve been having a different feeling than I normally experience during this month of celebration. I’m a birthday person. I love my birthday. I wait all year for it and when it comes I wake up in the best mood, plan all different things with my friends and…… Continue reading 26.
I have never thought of myself as strong. Physically or mentally really. I can barely lift my 60 pound kids in class, I have no arm muscle, I cry at basically everything. I’m highly emotional. I feel things so intensely that I sometimes can’t get out of bed because of how much I’m feeling. I…… Continue reading Stronger
Almost every morning one of my best friends and I talk on the phone on the hour long ride to our doom (work). Lately we’ve felt like the pressure of our daily life sometimes gets the best of us and it’s hard to stay motivated enough to continue and succeed. We were bouncing off ideas…… Continue reading Stressed out? No problem!
This past weekend was rough for me in terms of my mindset. After a tough week at work, I allowed myself to over analyze my career choices and how I do my job. From here I began to spiral and eventually ended up just plain hating myself. My anxiety sometimes makes my self esteem suffer…… Continue reading Sunday Night Self Esteem
As many of my recurrent readers know, I’m a teacher so I have my basic after school routine. I remember being in high school and getting home, grabbing a snack (gushers, ice cream sundae, peanut butter and fluff sandwich, etc…), taking out homework, showering and going to bed. Things have changed a little now that…… Continue reading After school/work routine
Happy birthday blog! Yes, it’s been 1 year since I posted my first blog post as TwentyClueless. I remember waking up in my friends’ bed one morning, feeling uncomfortable having just graduated with my master’s degree with no jobs lined up and no real plans set up for the future. I felt discouraged, overwhelmed and…… Continue reading TwentyClueless Turns 1!
New Years Resolutions: Love myself more – no more using humor to bring myself down in any aspect (physically, career wise, personality ect.) Keep doing what is right in my classroom, not what is easy – not giving people above me the power to let children who can’t advocate for themselves slip through the cracks.…… Continue reading 2018
Figures – By Jessie Reyez To preface this post, I recommend watching the video in the link above. This song, called Figures, really inspired me to think about past relationships and how powerless I used to feel in them. Lyrics: I gave you ride or die and you gave me games Love figures I know…… Continue reading Figures.
This weekend I celebrated a bride to be who I’ve known for the past 20 or so years. I’ve had 3 weddings in my family the past 3 years, and another 2 coming up next month alone. I know weddings are supposed to make you think about love and soul mates and growing old with…… Continue reading Let Me Tell ya ‘bout my Best Friends